this is just my little way of saying good-bye to my baby brother Blair Noel Ryan...

your death was quite sudden and when i heard you died my world collapsed and shattured into thousands of pieces last monday and has been such a emotional two weeks and your funeral yesterday nearly killed me entirely. im sorry i never got the chance to meet you but i promise that i will miss you and love you to the end of my days xxx. i hope you find happiness where ever you went and hope as you look down on me you can see me for me and that i make you proud of having me as your sister.... good- bye.